Calvin is leaving to Los Angeles soon. I did not cry or tears but I know deep inside my heart, I just have the loneliness. I knew I have to adjust my conform zone. It’s not like Calvin out of trip for the first time. But every times lead me to sadness of loneliness. The dislike of being by myself and no one to turn too made me sad. The dislike of flashing back that I used to live before made me even sadder. But it’s all good. I’ll have some space for myself and do what I suppose to be done for a very long time.
Busy will be my priorities now. I’m thinking what I want to do at home besides sleeping and do nothing. Emmmm……….??? What should I have for my dinner??? Instant noodles will be my first or maybe just a frozen stuff. Easy and fast. To be honest, I HATE eating alone. It’s so pathetic eating by your self.
I’m so emotionally sick. I will eagerly on the phone waiting for him to call. I’m counting the days like I usually did. *sob sob*!
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