Petite Bunny

I know this is late post about 3 month ago. But since it’s a holiday weekend and I don’t want to sleep early causes me on wanting to update my entry. I know I been neglected it for a long time and not consisted about it. And my blog are totally a boring blog ever which I don’t write anything interesting but non-sense shit about how pathetic my life is. Aren’t I’m suck big time? I’m saving it on a next entre about how my life sucks.

Anyhow, Chinese New Year in the States is not as grant as in Asia. No lion dance everywhere and it just a normal day when you know your whole family is having a great time. What worst, I don’t get any red envelope for a very long time instead having an envy attitude on my sisters. Hearing them on how much money and won on gambling making worst for me. How I wish to have that fun. Chinese New Year is a time where you get to me all your family members from near to far but I miss is all. Why is the damn air ticket high rocket on festival? Don’t they suppose to help us to reunite with the family??? No??? If only I own an airlines. Damn shit!

Fine! Accept the fact that I’m away from family and not having a reunion dinner with them. I have a hard time celebrate it with my hubby too. I really really wanted to cook like what my family doing. BUT how am I going to cook when it’s only two of us. Mad sad! Then, most friends is having family dinner and can’t find anyone and what sad; can’t even make reservation coz we not more than seven party. Again MAD SAD! Well, we managed to get on hold on one friend to joined us but I realized is way different. I don’t feel the special event at all. It’s like having a normal dinner like usual. Arrhhhhh………………. Fuck life!

I’m not sure if my bf even understands about me wanting to have CYN with friends and family? Seriously, I think he doesn’t even care. He doesn’t like vacation at all besides work. And you know, he doesn’t even allow me to travel by myself coz he so selfish like that. Only he can travel himself. Maybe he has a second wife out there. Hmmm…………..???

Ok peeps! Food photos to indulge…. Enjoy!