Petite Bunny

No one will ever believe what happen to me. What I did was, I locked myself out from the car. I was on the phone with Calvin and he was complaining about no buying him a watermelon since I was at the grocery store. Since he was yaking and yaking, I thought of going back and get it. So, I quickly put my stuffs in the truck and with out I realize it I actually slip my key. It was on my hand but when u wanted to do it as quickly as you can and I just opened up my hand without realizing the key on my hand and listening to Calvin complained about the damn watermelon.

As soon as I closed the truck and walking back to the store, I realize the key no longer on my hand and I was telling Calvin that the key in the trunk. There no way we can’t take it out since we don’t have a spare key which Calvin suppose to get one long time ago. What happen is that, I called my friend and he came right away for my rescue. To bad………nothing worked to open anything. Ok, I drove the BMW on that day, and BMW have the impossible to break in. Calvin called other friend who worked for the BMW dealer. Cheng. Cheng. Cheng……………………… Still can’t open it. 3 man trying to break into the car but can’t. After 4 hours, we did it. I’m so prove of my BMW. Impossible to break it!

I’m done with the 2 photos and can’t decide which one I like the best. I like both of them very much and have their own unique. Even though both of them are the same photos.

I'm back again! I'm not lazy about blog-ing. I have so much to write but never know where to start. So, what am i been doing lately?? Been doing a lot of stuffs and i don't remember most of it. Anyways, something really bother me, i always seem to have stomach upset. Or maybe gastric. It really bother me coz it comes anytime when they want me to suffer from the pain. I think, i should start to eat right and healty. Stop eating out, Jenn!!!

I've been reading blogs from everyone and realize mine is not active and boring as usual. I never have an interesting topic beside complaining about everything. So, i decided to talk about my photography, fashion and stuffs that i find it cool. As you guys know, I had a good photographer and i know i can learn a lot of him. Well, he never teach me anything beside pushing me to play pc games. And the Wii is always there waiting for dust to be cover.

Back to the point. I went to Vancouver on last May for the weekend. It's just a get away for both of us since he always work and work and it's time for him to have a break. It's was pretty interesting for me and it's our first time to Vancouver. When we first arrived, we were so surprised to see a long line on the custom. Wow, can you believe how many people actually visited Vancouver itself. It's pretty long wait for our turn. We like Vancouver, it's totally different that San Francisco. People seem to lay back and enjoy the moment on that time. It's a good choice for retirement with free medical. Emmmm............... am think about it. So, we have this tour guide to bring us around vancouver for about 6 hours only. Pretty much enough for site seing. The next time, for sure we gonna rent a car. I will post pictures here when i have more time.

Below picture is where i shooted at Gas Town. I did not use my rebel Canon on it but using my small digital camera from sony. I was just playing with the angel but what i did was, i edit a bit to made it black and white and remain the color of the sign. I Love Black and White. So guys......... You will see more B&W photos. Like the saying, master it

I just feel so blessed right now. A word THANK YOU just not enough.

I was worried about things lately and when Calvin told me the good news. I’m kinda relief a bit and I’m happy. And my mind just kept on thanking God for helping us again and again. Either is a big issue or not. It doesn’t matter. I been asking God, what should I do and I know I should ride the road a head of me that he had plan for me. But God, really thank you for being there for me all the time. You have always watching us from above.

So, I was dead to bored today at work. Work had be done and been browsing net for something to read. I always end up looking at professional photography and see what they have on their port folio. I been practicing but I guess, I need a friends that have same interest. I mean someone who I can go out and do something together. Calvin always been busy and he don’t help me at all. He never show me pointer in shooting for editing. Maybe it’s time for me to have my time. Maybe I should let him feel how I feel for not getting attention from someone. Will he care if I’m not home all the time??? I want to get better and be more interested in camera. Instead of buying clothes and stuffs, I want to invest on camera and lenses.

I always wanted to have my own study room. Where I can do all my scrapbook, photography and etc. I already know how to design my own room. I wanted a studio room too. Gosh, I want a lot of things. If I have kids or pets. I pity for them. They gonna be my model.

Am I too busy or I’m just lazy. I seem not enough time for everything. I didn’t do anything I wanted to do. First, I’m lack of sleep. Everyday, I only have 7 hours sleep or less and that’s not enough for me. I used to sleep at least 12 hours. Being cut short my sleeping should be more productive. To bad, it’s not. I wake up very early now, before 8. It’s hard at first but now, it’s a routine. Saturday and Sunday, is my bonus, I get to sleep a little bit longer.

So, I stayed at work for 8 hours daily, not included lunch time. Work sometimes can be so boring due to nothing to do and sometimes, it just drives me crazy with tons of works. Busy or not, I’m always tired after work. Then, I have to prepare dinner and it took me one and a half hour or more. My tv time is when I’m having my dinner. I eat in front of the time. By the time I’m done with resting it was 10 or 11 and that’s my shower time. Gosh, can you see how time flies. That not included going online or anything yet. Sometimes, I have to spent sometimes to steam my clothes. Do anyone think, I should get a maid for the weekend??? LOL!!!

I wanted to do some much thing. I want to do my scrapbook which I have put a side for a very long time. Kept on buying scrapbook stuffs but did nothing to it. 2^nd didn’t get to send my photos for prints. 3^rd never get to update my sister website store for her. 4^th didn’t get to re-organize my desk. 5^th never get to play my sims. 6^thnever get to practice my photo shooting and golfing. 7^th never get to update my blog. 8^thnever get to bake some cookies or cakes.9^thforget how to love Calvin 10^th almost forget Calvin living with me.

Bottom line is, I need someone to help me in something. There other things I do at home and I don’t see it. Time really wait for no one. By the time I realize, I have pass my 20’s and into a next level. I don’t complain about Calvin not helping me. He haves his own stuffs and busy with his works. Man should have a career and make more money for me to spent. Like someone says, if there a man that always pay attention on you either he very rich or he have no money. Or with someone who have a great future but no attention. Who I pick???? I still love Calvin as I love him the first time. I knew, what ever he does now, is for us and no word for I or me. Even thou, sometimes he have no time for me, it’s okay. I’m happy to wake up everyday in the morning and he still here with me.

Thank you god for the blessing and for everything I have in my life. Maybe sometimes, things happen not I wanted it to be but there always something greater waiting for me. Thanks Lord, for making me understand and see beyond stuffs that I don’t understand in life. And please guide Calvin for every decision he makes in life and his health. Amen.