Emotionally Sick

Calvin is leaving to Los Angeles soon. I did not cry or tears but I know deep inside my heart, I just have the loneliness. I knew I have to adjust my conform zone. It’s not like Calvin out of trip for the first time. But every times lead me to sadness of loneliness. The dislike of being by myself and no one to turn too made me sad. The dislike of flashing back that I used to live before made me even sadder. But it’s all good. I’ll have some space for myself and do what I suppose to be done for a very long time.

Busy will be my priorities now. I’m thinking what I want to do at home besides sleeping and do nothing. Emmmm……….??? What should I have for my dinner??? Instant noodles will be my first or maybe just a frozen stuff. Easy and fast. To be honest, I HATE eating alone. It’s so pathetic eating by your self.

I’m so emotionally sick. I will eagerly on the phone waiting for him to call. I’m counting the days like I usually did. *sob sob*!

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Kite Festival

What do we know about kite? Kite is a flying tethered object that depends upon tension of a tethering system. The necessary lift that makes the kite fly is generated when air (or in some cases water) flows over and under the kite’s wing, producing low pressure above the wing and high pressure below it. This deflection also generates horizontal drag along the direction of the wind. The resultant force vector from the lift and drag force components is opposed by the tension of the one or more lines or tethers. The anchor point if the kite line may be static or moving (e.g., the towing of a kite by a running person, boat or vehicle)

We decided to go to the kite festival to learn some tricks. We were intended to get a big one but dang…. It’s pricey. We not sure if we going to play with it all the time. Same as the Wii. It been always sitting on the tv stand and do nothing. Anyhow, we went there at noon time but parking way full. We called each other to see where we are. We wanted to get a close parking and it’s easier for us. And we lucky, we get to parked close to each other. What we do is we took a bus from the downtown to the destination. The driver didn’t accept our money as it was a last stop before going to the Kite’s location. LUCKY! It was my first bus ride in the bay area. Pathetic but it’s true. Weather was great, it was cloudy and windy and I love it. To bad, I got a tan from it and I hate it after that.

It was so spectacular! When u on the spot…………and u look up to the sky. It was so colorful.


Cal and I was so hungry and we can’t wait to get some food. He He He………. We had corndogs and garlic fries with shrimps. YUM O !!! Sat on the ground while eating and watched the kites in the sky. How romantic is that. LOL!!! And the 2nd thing that can’t take away my eyes was those puppies. OMG……. Cute! Photos below showed where I seated.

And us again!



Cheers!

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Cypress Turned ONE

Last 2 weeks, Cypress had turned ONE. Time flies really fast without you realize it. I been always wanted to posted but never got the time to do so and I want to fix my photos before I posted it.

So, Cypress didn’t celebrate a big birthday party but over all we had a blast. One year ago, I remembered Calvin and I went to the hospital and he still so tiny. We don’t even dare to carry him as he was so fragile but that was so yesterday. One year later, he was one of a strong boy. He grown so much and every times I saw him, he always had a new tricks.

We had a barbeque at their house. Omg, the chicken wings, the ribs, steaks……….. All of them taste so yummy. Forget to take photos of it. We had a great time!

This is Cypress. The big boy!

The cake which is all hand made by Ivy. Even the bees!And us! Don’t we look like a happy family???

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Telephone Car / June Birthday

I have to show you guys what I saw when I was in Seattle. Before I started let me tell you from the beginning of the story. Calvin, Micheal and I was at the café having a tea section as we walked the whole piers to this fabulous restaurant for my birthday dinner as Micheal wanted to treat me as my gift. I’m so grateful to have friends like them.

It was my birthday weekend, and my group of friends had made the plan for me but I can’t even made it for it. Miss my own birthday bash. Anyways, it’s always happen for a reason. I see the reason why it’s happen and I thank god for him to open my eyes once again. He always protected me from being hurt again. So, being in Seattle was a blessed. I been asking God for a short vacation which I really needed one and I got it for my birthday as a gift from a dear friend. I’m so happy to be there and it’s my first time. Seattle was absolutely beautiful and relaxing.

Back to the café thingy, we were busy chit chatting while looking at the space needle. Something caught my eye which is this crazy telephone car. I was so stunt by it and quickly took out my camera as soon as possible from my bag. Thank God it was red light and the car have to stop and it’s like a god plan for it. I manage to take it just before it turned green. Lucky me! Check it our self…….

Anyways, my birthday is not bad as it turned. True friends always a true friends I have to say. If someone really care for that person, there never to late for anything. When we got back, my room mates bought me to Shabu-Shabu as we were graving for that in Seattle. We just can’t miss that to my surprised when I reached home, I got this huge birthday cake from them. It’s really sweet of them. I really thought, no one will celebrate my birthday this year.
Then, my sweet co-workers actually bought me for lunch and treat me. Good Thai food! I was so touch by them as my birthday was past. Then, we have a small gathering at work for June Babies and a Baby shower for my supervisor. I can’t explain how happy I am.
Then, this sweet girl who I always msn everyday. If you reading this, yes I’m referring you! Yes You! I have no idea that she actually wanted to treat me a dinner. I was assuming it was a normal hang out. But thanks babe, it was cheeky of you with the bill and the CAKE! Food was great too……… Garlic Eggplant and not to forget, the curry we made you taste. LOL!
And of course Ivy, Cypress and Herman. They always treated me as part of their family. I’m so grateful to met them. Being no family here is tough for me. Even thought my birthday past a week ago but they still want to celebrate it for me. We went to BBQ Palace for lunch. Yes, we smelled like BBQ for the whole day which we loved it. We spent most of the day together and I had so much fun. To my surprised, I got my favorite JUICY COUTURE necklace. I’d been talking about it for a week about the necklace to Calvin. He never sees me so excited about it. He he he………….I’m still playing with the box.

To the others that I miss. Please forgive me! I can only remember this so far which it was 2 months ago which I should had update it earlier. Those will be my most memorable birthday for 2008. Oh before I forget. Thanks Honey for the gifts…………. YOU'RE THE BEST FOR ME! Without you, I’m nothing………….


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Home made Beef Burgers

This is my very first home made beef burgers.


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