Petite Bunny

Last Sunday, I got to serve God in the children ministry. It was fun for me. I’m actually telling a story about Jesus walked down the parade with a donkey and everyone was excited about seeing Jesus. Very interesting even thought we read the bible a lot of time. Sometimes we just forgot the whole thing. It does really remind me in some way. I really had lotsa funs with the kids. We have 2 different groups for the story time. I’m taking care the 4-5 years old. Not a big group but I’m glad to have the opportunity to learn. Maybe this is my calling. I never know.

When things are packed and clean, I’m headed looking for Calvin. He was busy with something and I saw EGGS………….. And I started stuffing it and some of my friends started joining me too. We have some bonding time. I can’t explain how much I love it.

You won’t believe what we had for lunch. All of us decided to have sushi. Meaning…… we ate sushi 2 times in a roll. We consume high mercury right now. I need more tea to wash the toxic… if that really helps.

Calvin has fly to Hong Kong last night for business trip for 2 weeks. I am pretty emotional but things get better. I ate the whole bar of chocolate and my friends kept chatting with me and made sure I’m alright. I’m so glad to have them in my life. I did tears when Calvin left but I’m actually okay couples minutes later. It’s so different this time. It’s like for the very first time, I felt God present. I’m so happy and looking forward for Calvin to come home. I’m still hoping he can come home early then the schedule he had.

When I woke up this morning, I thought I’m going to be emotional again. But I’m not. I went and took a cheese for a bite and started my day with checking my mails online. And I still have not to do my reading which I plan to do it today before the small group bible study. I have not touched it for couple’s days. I’m a bit behind right now. Yeah, I’m looking forward for this weekend too which is Easter Sunday. I can’t wait to go to church and serve God. I’m so excited. Life is getting better and better for me.

I know a lot of you wonder how I handle with this situation when my partner always traveling. It’s not easy for anyone in the beginning but things gets better in time. You need a lot of patience and trust. Always have a good communication when he always calls you and make sure don’t act with your emotional mode. It will cause a fight or argument. And the most important thing is that, never listen to your friend’s negativity but to trust your own heart. No one knows your partner better than yourself. It’s also show you who your real friends is.

*Hon, if you reading this. Come home sooner, k*

On Saturday, Calvin and I woke up pretty early to get my stuffs for the children ministry at church. I’m assigned as story teller and I need to prepare my material for my story. I really enjoyed it a lot. So, Calvin companies me to get my stuffs before he headed for golfing. I don’t golf for a long time which mostly it’s for the man time.

Calvin came home pretty early as he said he wanted to spent more time with me coz he leaving on Monday which is today. I really hate the feeling of it. Anyways, we went to the mall again to shop for my family since I’m going back in a month. Soooo excited about it. I can’t believe we at the mall pretty long and when we realized it, it’s already close to 9pm. Yes, we were so hungry.

We went to grabbed sushi again this week. We just love sushi a lot. Went to Sushi Maro and they have good sushi. I really love this place. Now, I’m letting the photos to do the story.

Salmon

We did not eat a lot coz Calvin had his fried rice at home that I made earlier. Basically, I ate most of the plates. I’m a PIG!

If you been following my blog. You have notice that I never wrote anything about my personal feeling or my thoughts. It’s not because I can’t write. Before I joined this blogger, I had another blog which I used to write about my thoughts on that moment. I realized I had written about my sadness or negative things in life which I wanted to change. And I did.

Right now, I’m ready to start writing about my thoughts. Sometimes it’s hard to write what you’re feeling. Coz you will always have 2nd thoughts about it. Are we making the right decision about this or not? There always someone going to give us comments. And we can’t stop about it. Everyone have an option.

In our life we always have to choose left or right path. How I’m getting where I am today is not an easy decision. I can’t say I’ve made a wrong decision. Different maturity leads us to do different choices. Sometimes it’s the environment on which we grew up. But life is full of mystery. We don’t know what come next but we can have the full control on our decision. Human are full of envious and jealousy on other person. But why? They should have look at themselves and think about if they make the right choice for their life? Instead of being negatives.

I can tell you my stories. Some of my friends think I’m a bad person. I’m a wild party person. You named it, I got it. But see, I never regret about it. I’m actually happy that I did what I did. I party like a rock star. I dated an ass hole. But so what??? I learned from it. If I never party, I will be partying right now in my late age. If I never dated an ass hole, I’ll never appreciate what I have right now. If I never been badly as they claimed me as that. I won’t be here with a person who actually love me for who am I. I have not hid anything from my love. I told every single thing what others had said and what I had done. But you know what, he still love me. And I finally sees that, someone, somewhere actually sees my heart. And I always believe God will blessed me as I knew I did nothing wrong. Other might see me as sinner but hey who are they to judge me, right. Even if they judge me, I can’t stop that coz I don’t do what they do.

Sometimes, things are funny. A stranger can actually said something about you when you don’t even know them. What the heck that pops into my mind. But now I see that, I got the attention which I don’t even notice them. I should be happy. Things are greater now when I don’t even bother.

I love my life right now. How about those who always said bad things about you? Are they living the life you living right now?? I’m so glad I choose the right road. And I’m thankful that God had guided me all the way to have what I’ve always wanted. It’s not an easy journey but we always rewarded when you go through the hardship. Life is about making choices. Left or right? But always think about it twice before making the final decision. Whether you pick left or right today, just be happy with it. We can only live once, so make it as memorable as possible. Always appreciate the person who loves you. “We can’t turn back times to fix what we already did but look forward to make it better”.

Last Sunday, we went all the way to Point Reyes for Oysters. It’s about 2 hours drive from my home. I’m not sure if that consider far for us but we did enjoy ourselves a lot. Supposedly, we wanted to have it at the oyster farm but after considering it. We all decided to have it at the park “Point Reyes National Seashore’s Bear Valley Visitor Centre”. What a long name isn’t it? Arrive there around 11:30am which we were late.

One thing I like the most about this trip is that. They have beautiful scenery. I knew I grew up in an Island and I see ocean most the time. But this on, I just can’t get enough and amazing how God created it. Oh well, lets the photos do the talking for this.

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