Petite Bunny

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!

I'm still awake at 2:50am and busy preparing for a big feast at home. I'm so excited about the whole thing and it's my first time actually hosting it. Well, I'm just take a break for awhile and thinking just to drop some update on my entry to keep my blog alive. Finally gets to feel how my mom and grandma always busy; one day before Chinese New Year. It make me realized how much I'm not appreciated before and not offering any help but sleep tight. I really Thankful for a wonderful women in my life. My MOM and my GRANDMA. They really a super women for doing this for more than a decade.
Miss them much!

Already, it's time for me to rest. My body is about to kaput soon!

Today was a good day for me. Taking care of my baby Shiro and she doing just fine. Started to play but still not a normal she. A bit weak but better than yesterday.

As I was washing the bath towels, I decided to do something with my food blog. Something I want to achieve and keep me believing in me that I can do this. I just need motivation. Something I'm going to proud of myself.

And I did a header for my food blog. Well, did not take a long time for me, I think it only took me 30 minutes of my time for today. I'm restless actually; did not sleep well last night. Waking up every hour to check on my baby. I think, I'm a paranoid lady. Thank God I don't have kids yet, I think they going to hate me for being a paranoid mom which I can see myself checking or stalking them all the time. Whatever for now…….

Back to my header. So, I bought 2 pomegranates  at the farmer market some times ago for it. And giving myself a try to create my own image. WaaLaa…….

What you think about it? No editing on this photo. Everything is raw. All I did is crop and add the words on it. Do you like it??

I hate being sick!!! These couple weeks, I knew something is not doing well for me. I had minor chest pains several times. And this week, I should have rest and not stressing myself up. I don't know what really matter with me, my brain just won't stop thinking and thinking.

Oh wait! So, I got myself a puzzle to see how long can I finished it. Honestly, I can finish it in 4 days which is scary but I hold it and waited for 2 days to completed it. The whole time i'm doing it, my brain still running like crazy while doing the puzzle and hand worked like a bullet. WOW!! I think I have an amazing brain but don't think I need it this time. And once I'm done with everything, I did a major make over for my place.

I have to keep myself as busy as possible. I'm a bad person when I have too much time thinking non-sense. Not that I hate thinking, but it does reflects my past for the things I had bottle up for many many years. Some said, it's not health for me but that's who i really am. I never learn to open up. It's the hardest thing to do. I don't vain to friends about my relationship or anything. I just keep it safe in me and keep on refilling the bottles when one is full.

I do miss my best friend back home. At least, I'm not shame crying in-front of her and tell her everything. Things do change when two person live in a different places especially across the planet. Hate the time different too. This time, is more like listening to her cry more than mine. I know I don't want her to worries about my part. Times can never turn back and it keep on ticking. Wonder if I can find just one best friend here, It would be great. It's okay, I don't need anyone to understand me. I'm used to be the one that get points all the time especially "BAD THINGS"!!

Right now, I just want to run! Endless run……..
like bubba Gump 

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