I just feel so blessed right now. A word THANK YOU just not enough.
I was worried about things lately and when Calvin told me the good news. I’m kinda relief a bit and I’m happy. And my mind just kept on thanking God for helping us again and again. Either is a big issue or not. It doesn’t matter. I been asking God, what should I do and I know I should ride the road a head of me that he had plan for me. But God, really thank you for being there for me all the time. You have always watching us from above.
So, I was dead to bored today at work. Work had be done and been browsing net for something to read. I always end up looking at professional photography and see what they have on their port folio. I been practicing but I guess, I need a friends that have same interest. I mean someone who I can go out and do something together. Calvin always been busy and he don’t help me at all. He never show me pointer in shooting for editing. Maybe it’s time for me to have my time. Maybe I should let him feel how I feel for not getting attention from someone. Will he care if I’m not home all the time??? I want to get better and be more interested in camera. Instead of buying clothes and stuffs, I want to invest on camera and lenses.
I always wanted to have my own study room. Where I can do all my scrapbook, photography and etc. I already know how to design my own room. I wanted a studio room too. Gosh, I want a lot of things. If I have kids or pets. I pity for them. They gonna be my model.
Am I too busy or I’m just lazy. I seem not enough time for everything. I didn’t do anything I wanted to do. First, I’m lack of sleep. Everyday, I only have 7 hours sleep or less and that’s not enough for me. I used to sleep at least 12 hours. Being cut short my sleeping should be more productive. To bad, it’s not. I wake up very early now, before 8. It’s hard at first but now, it’s a routine. Saturday and Sunday, is my bonus, I get to sleep a little bit longer.
So, I stayed at work for 8 hours daily, not included lunch time. Work sometimes can be so boring due to nothing to do and sometimes, it just drives me crazy with tons of works. Busy or not, I’m always tired after work. Then, I have to prepare dinner and it took me one and a half hour or more. My tv time is when I’m having my dinner. I eat in front of the time. By the time I’m done with resting it was 10 or 11 and that’s my shower time. Gosh, can you see how time flies. That not included going online or anything yet. Sometimes, I have to spent sometimes to steam my clothes. Do anyone think, I should get a maid for the weekend??? LOL!!!
I wanted to do some much thing. I want to do my scrapbook which I have put a side for a very long time. Kept on buying scrapbook stuffs but did nothing to it. 2nd didn’t get to send my photos for prints. 3rd never get to update my sister website store for her. 4th didn’t get to re-organize my desk. 5th never get to play my sims. 6thnever get to practice my photo shooting and golfing. 7th never get to update my blog. 8thnever get to bake some cookies or cakes.9thforget how to love Calvin 10th almost forget Calvin living with me.
Bottom line is, I need someone to help me in something. There other things I do at home and I don’t see it. Time really wait for no one. By the time I realize, I have pass my 20’s and into a next level. I don’t complain about Calvin not helping me. He haves his own stuffs and busy with his works. Man should have a career and make more money for me to spent. Like someone says, if there a man that always pay attention on you either he very rich or he have no money. Or with someone who have a great future but no attention. Who I pick???? I still love Calvin as I love him the first time. I knew, what ever he does now, is for us and no word for I or me. Even thou, sometimes he have no time for me, it’s okay. I’m happy to wake up everyday in the morning and he still here with me.
Thank you god for the blessing and for everything I have in my life. Maybe sometimes, things happen not I wanted it to be but there always something greater waiting for me. Thanks Lord, for making me understand and see beyond stuffs that I don’t understand in life. And please guide Calvin for every decision he makes in life and his health. Amen.
This is my very first photo shots using my Canon Rebel XT. I went to the nearest lake which near my home. I really nervous and have no ideas what to shoot. All I know, I just want the ducks. I love animals. For me, everything looked cute and I can’t stop looking at the ducks and I’m very curious on what they doing. Guess what, most my photos is all about the ducks. LOL! Anyways, I think….. I need to spend some money on my lens. Mine is to short for zooming and most of the time, I can’t shoot the one I want. All I do is a close up shots for now. 
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Do any of us care about what‘s going on right now on earth?? Not me, at first. But now, I’m kinda worried what gonna happen to us in the future or tomorrow. I don’t know what make me thinking about global warming today. It just in my head and I went to the net and surf about it. I really want to know and understand about the world we’re living. I was stunted by knowing too much.
It made me realize about not being selfish. Every one of us is taking things for granted and never appreciated what we have. Sometimes is to late for apologizes or sorry about it. I’m not afraid of dying but I’m not ready to see someone who I love so much going to suffer for our selfishness. I never try to do anything. And it made me so selfish. If one person at a time and take a baby step to help with the problem with the Global warming, it does make a different to the world. I’m actually tearing right typing this down. I love animals and nature.
Please people, do something today. Maybe not for you but for your next generations. Some of us have kids and look at their eyes. Do you want them to suffer coz we never do anything about it.
Here is the article that I read,
In the simplest terms, global warming is just what it sounds like: the worldwide rise in surface temperatures. The National Academy of Science has put the rise at 1 degree F over the course of the 20th century, but measurements from satellites of both land and sea surfaces are showing that the rate of warming is increasing sharply.
It's more than just surface temperatures that are going up, however. A lot of research into temperature changes in the upper layers of the atmosphere, as well as the deep oceans, is showing warming. Then, there are the more obvious signs: the rapid retreat of glaciers in Greenland, Alaska, the Himalaya, the Antarctic Peninsula and on high tropical mountains; the thinning and disappearance of sea ice in the Arctic Ocean during summer; the melting of permafrost in Canada, Alaska and Siberia; and the rise of sea level and an increase in extreme weather.
The cause of global warming is what's called the "greenhouse effect." That's shorthand for the ability of gases in the atmosphere to slow down the release of heat into space at night. Some gases are better at this than others. Carbon dioxide, methane and nitrous oxide are the top three "greenhouse gases." They are very good at absorbing sunlight and converting that energy into heat – rather like a rock does just sitting in the sun.
Surprisingly, the greenhouse effect isn't a bad thing. It's essential for life on Earth – when it's not too vigorous. If not for the greenhouse effect, the temperature on the surface of Earth would be like that of the airless moon – swinging wildly from 225 degrees F (107 C) during the day to -243 degrees F (-153 C) at night. Not a good place for life.
The greenhouse effect is only troublesome when it gets too strong and warms things too much. And that's just what scientists say has happened over the last 150 years or so as the people of industrialized nations have extracted Earth's vast buried stores of fossil fuels and burned them. Since the start of the Industrial Revolution the atmospheric concentration of carbon dioxide has increased nearly 30 percent, methane has more than doubled, and the nitrous oxide concentration is up about 15 percent. All those extra greenhouse gases mean more and more solar energy is being trapped in the atmosphere, exacerbating the greenhouse effect and making things warmer.
The result: 2005 was Earth's warmest year in a century, according to NASA climatologists. The years 1998, 2002, 2003 and 2004 were the next four runners-up. The year 2005 was also a record-breaking year for Atlantic hurricanes in which the coastal city of New Orleans – made all the more vulnerable because of sea level rise – was almost wiped off the map by Hurricane Katrina.
Of course, because the effects of global warming on local climates are very complicated, it remains to be seen exactly how different regions will feel the heat.
"Global warming is a term that's extremely useful when you're running a planet," says John Cox, author of the book Climate Crash. "But it's regional change that affects people. It's the wet and cold and hot and dry."
That's why climate modelers are constantly refining their simulations, and climate scientists continue to refine our view of past climate changes to create a better idea of what to expect.
